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Post by Kylie M. Caboose (Kyichu) on Feb 8, 2009 20:54:15 GMT -5
He put his pain aside and instead took her into his arms. "Sweetheart, are you alright?" His immense pain left him sounding a bit forced.
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Post by Izzy-Lark on Feb 9, 2009 1:24:36 GMT -5
Katherine could sense the tension in his tone, the effort that it took just to spit these words out. "I'll be fine... What's wrong with you?"
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Post by Kylie M. Caboose (Kyichu) on Feb 9, 2009 5:34:21 GMT -5
"Your father's alive, huh?" He asked, just barely able to keep his tone from dripping with rage. "Tell me Kat, what else from those sweet lips has been a lie?" He gritted his teeth together from behind his lips, trying hard not to lash out at her any further than that. He had to be mindful of the baby.
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Post by Izzy-Lark on Feb 9, 2009 17:07:18 GMT -5
Katherine bit her lip. She KNEW it would come down to this. "You don't understand," she said, looking away from him. "It wasn't a lie. I've tried eliminating him from my life to consider him dead myself. You have no idea WHY I kept that from you... So just shut up and drop it..." The words stung like sour thorns in her mouth, tearing at her tongue to elude through to her heart. Speaking to him like this... hurt...
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Post by Kylie M. Caboose (Kyichu) on Feb 9, 2009 18:08:43 GMT -5
Her words killed him inside, and he felt his old nature return. He wanted to hit her, to cut her, to scream at her. Instead he bit his tongue until it bled and turned away. He couldn't hurt her. Not while she held his baby. Not while she held his heart.
"Do as you wish." He snapped out harshly.
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Post by Izzy-Lark on Feb 9, 2009 18:47:41 GMT -5
He has no fucking idea! Why the Hell does he feel he has the right to treat me like this just because I WANT my father to be dead?!
Katherine looked up to him with a furious glare in her eyes. She'd only wanted to run away from the tone in his voice once before, and that was at the CD shop. It's not like he didn't have any skeletons in HIS closet.
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Post by Kylie M. Caboose (Kyichu) on Feb 9, 2009 18:50:50 GMT -5
Kisshu could feel her glare at his back. He sighed, trying his best to calm down. It didn't bother him so much that her father still lived; merely that she had been capable of lying to him. He hadn't imagined that, and now he was finding that she could. "You never answered my original question beloved; what else from your lips has been a lie?"
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Post by Izzy-Lark on Feb 9, 2009 18:54:19 GMT -5
"Shut up!" Katherine shouted, hitting her fist against the wall behind her and standing up completely. "I haven't lied to you other than that, okay?! What the hell do you take me for, some common, dramatic little girl?!" She couldn't even recognize her own voice. The pitch was distorted, a bit higher than usual. It had been almost three years since she'd shouted at another person out of anger like this.
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Post by Kylie M. Caboose (Kyichu) on Feb 9, 2009 19:02:49 GMT -5
Kisshu blinked in shock as she screamed at him. He had never heard her get remotely like that before. He turned to see her, her fist against the wall and her feet planted firmly on the ground. She was glaring at him, her eyes drilling holes into him, and he realized his mistake. "Kat...Kat..." He murmured, walking to her slowly and placing his hands gently on her arms. "I'm sorry, Kat...I'm not...I'm not good at this, alright...I'm sorry...."
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Post by Izzy-Lark on Feb 9, 2009 19:19:42 GMT -5
Katherine shrugged her shoulders backward, looking away. "I don't want to talk to you until that other part of you goes away," she said, quietly, balling her hands up into fists against the drywall. "I hate him..."
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Post by Kylie M. Caboose (Kyichu) on Feb 9, 2009 20:04:42 GMT -5
Kisshu turned away from her again. This was his fault, after all. There was a part of him that even Katherine could not love. "I'm sorry..."
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Post by Izzy-Lark on Feb 9, 2009 20:21:34 GMT -5
She sighed, keeping her eyes averted to the floor. "Kisshu... You know that I love you..." She whispered, quietly. "But... that other side of you... He doesn't seem to like me very much. I'm afraid of him, Kish." Loosening her fists a little bit, she lowered her head. "I love YOU, not him... He causes too much drama, too much friction between you and I. I hate him for that..."
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Post by Kylie M. Caboose (Kyichu) on Feb 9, 2009 20:26:36 GMT -5
"I know..." Kisshu whispered in reply. "But I don't know how to stop him. It's not like we're separate people, Katherine. Just separate urges."
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Post by Izzy-Lark on Feb 9, 2009 21:12:09 GMT -5
Katherine pushed herself forward off the wall to place her forehead against his shoulder blade. "I'm so sorry..." She exhaled into the fabric of his shirt. "I didn't mean to yell... I just... I got scared..." Her limbs were shaking now, trembling with an immense force everywhere, all over her body. The fear wasn't fully gone... After all, she could never know for sure whether or not he was taking the urges of the man she loved. This moment just proved it to her.
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Post by Kylie M. Caboose (Kyichu) on Feb 9, 2009 21:45:13 GMT -5
He turned and held her, trying to soothe her. "It's alright. I won't hurt you. I'm sorry, Katherine, love. I'm sorry." He rubbed her back, kissing her temple sweetly. "I'm sorry."
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Post by Izzy-Lark on Feb 10, 2009 1:14:50 GMT -5
Katherine hushed herself, but after a moment, her sobs could be heard, pressing down into his shirt. "I'm so sorry... I won't lie anymore... I just--" She burried her face into his chest, tightly gripping at the fabric beneath her fingers. Another sob escaped her throat. "I just don't want that man to be alive anymore...!! I wish he would die...! Just die...!!"
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Post by Kylie M. Caboose (Kyichu) on Feb 10, 2009 5:41:57 GMT -5
Kisshu looked down at her as he fought to soothe her. This fragile, gentle girl who never lashed out unless threatened or provoked, wished the death of another? "Shall I....kill him for you, pet?" His hand stroked lightly through her hair.
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Post by Izzy-Lark on Feb 11, 2009 1:37:47 GMT -5
Katherine's eyes widened, a gasp quickly eluding her. She pulled back a bit, still holding on to his shirt. "N-No! Th-That's not what I mean! Don't even consider that!" She shrieked, the image of her father lying on the floor of a cell bleeding to death flashing through her mind. Shuddering, she quickly shook her head. "I just want him to DIE, not be killed! If he commits suicide or dies of some kind of illness, I don't care! But he has to--" Biting her tongue, she stopped herself from adding 'suffer' at the end of that phrase. "Oh, my God..."
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Post by Kylie M. Caboose (Kyichu) on Feb 11, 2009 5:34:17 GMT -5
"Shhh, it's alright." He tried to comfort her. "I won't do it then, my love. I won't." He kissed the top of her head as he brought her closer trying his best to calm her down. "It's gonna be fine, love. I'll stay here with you. I won't touch him." He promised again. His poor, poor Katherine was suffering so deeply from this. How could he have ever been so selfish as to let himself be upset with her?
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Post by Izzy-Lark on Feb 11, 2009 20:44:09 GMT -5
"Oh, God...! What's gotten into me...?! Kisshu...!!"
She ducked her head low into his shirt and sobbed, not even trying to hold any of it back anymore. "Kisshu...!! What am I saying...?!"
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Post by Kylie M. Caboose (Kyichu) on Feb 11, 2009 21:11:31 GMT -5
"Shh. It's alright love, I'm here. That's right; get it all out." He kissed her head lightly, again and again. "It's alright. Just calm down, Kat. It'll be just fine."
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Post by Izzy-Lark on Feb 11, 2009 21:36:09 GMT -5
"I'm so sorry..." She whispered lightly, bringing her hands up to his neck. Lifting her head backwards, she let her lips only lightly brush against his, her eyes shut. "I'm so sorry for lying to you... I wish that I hadn't... Please forgive me..."
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Post by Kylie M. Caboose (Kyichu) on Feb 11, 2009 21:45:16 GMT -5
"Shh, darling, it's alright. You have your reasons. It's alright." His lips weren't satisfied with the light brushes hers had given him, and so he kissed her quickly, over and over again. "I overreacted, love. It's alright."
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Post by Izzy-Lark on Feb 12, 2009 22:42:55 GMT -5
"But... I let you down..." Katherine whispered, forcing a piece of her fiery red hair behind her ear. She stared up at him sincerely, her eyes a sea-grey color. "I should have asked you for help rather than hide it away from you..."
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Post by Kylie M. Caboose (Kyichu) on Feb 12, 2009 22:57:20 GMT -5
"It's alright." He promised her. "You aren't used to having someone you can come to yet. It'll take time, I know that. I lost my patience, for that I'm sorry." He cupped her cheek with his hand. "We both have a lot to learn, Kat."
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