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Post by Izzy-Lark on Jan 20, 2009 18:25:08 GMT -5
Hitomi was quiet for a long time, biting down on her trembling lip, her eyes tightly shut. Her voice was caught in her throat as she tried to speak, her fingers tightening around his wrist as he moved his pace up and down her neck.
"Why are you doing this...?" She choked out.
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Post by Kylie M. Caboose (Kyichu) on Jan 20, 2009 18:30:18 GMT -5
"Because I love you, Hitomi. And because you seem to like it just as much as I do." He kissed up behind her ear, making sure she could hear his whisper. "Do you want me to stop?"
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Post by Izzy-Lark on Jan 20, 2009 18:37:08 GMT -5
"I do... But... But... You fucking jerk..." She exhaled, tears of God-Knows-What emotion leaking from her eyelids. "Why...? Why...? You fucking jerk..."
She was sick of crying for him. He seemed to enjoy it, and that was the worst part.
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Post by Kylie M. Caboose (Kyichu) on Jan 20, 2009 18:41:55 GMT -5
Kisshu snapped out of his trance and his lips ceased their assault. "H-Hika...Hika what's wrong?"
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Post by Izzy-Lark on Jan 20, 2009 18:45:10 GMT -5
"Why do you do that?!" She shouted, pulling away. Her eyes were burning with tears, but her expression was brutal and angry, which was completely out of character for her. "I-I just spilled my history to you! You can't be a decent friend for just five minutes while I try to supress these God damn tears, you stupid jerk?! My dad and brother are DEAD and all you can think of are your STUPID HORMONES!!"
She tightly yanked on her hair, her eyes tightly shut, letting out an agravated scream.
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Post by Kylie M. Caboose (Kyichu) on Jan 20, 2009 18:52:30 GMT -5
Kisshu stood frozen, letting her abuse him as she saw fit. She was right. How could he have done this to her? "I'm sorry, Hitomi. You can hit me as many times as you like. It's ok if you scream at me. I'm so sorry."
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Post by Izzy-Lark on Jan 20, 2009 18:58:08 GMT -5
Hitomi pounded a fist on his chestplate once... Twice... Her blows growing weaker and weaker as the emotion set in. "I hate you... I hate you..." She repeated, over and over. "I hate you..."
But it wasn't him she hated... It was herself, herself and these damned emotions. Always getting in the way all of the sudden. She used to have such a gentle disposition, but now...
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Post by Kylie M. Caboose (Kyichu) on Jan 20, 2009 19:03:33 GMT -5
"It's ok. I understand. It's ok if you hate me." It cut him up like a razor to hear her say those words, but he deserved it. He wanted to pull her close, but he wouldn't hurt her again. Not tonight.
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Post by Izzy-Lark on Jan 20, 2009 19:06:13 GMT -5
"I'm sorry... I'm sorry..." Hitomi reached out for him, wrapping her arms around his neck. "Forgive me... I'm so sorry..."
"Hika! Are you alright?" Her mother called up from downstairs.
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Post by Kylie M. Caboose (Kyichu) on Jan 20, 2009 19:21:56 GMT -5
Kisshu felt her wrap her arms around his neck, but he didn't touch her. "Don't be sorry. It's my fault. Don't worry Hika; I won't hurt you anymore. I'll leave you alone now." He heard her mother call for her. He started to untangle her arms from his neck.
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Post by Izzy-Lark on Jan 20, 2009 19:30:30 GMT -5
Hitomi didn't let go. She kept a tight hold on his neck, her forhead placed against his shoulder. "I'm sorry... I'm sorry... I'm sorry..." She repeated over and over. "I'm so sorry..."
Her mother's footsteps clomped up the stairs. "Hika? Sweetheart?"
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Post by Kylie M. Caboose (Kyichu) on Jan 20, 2009 19:38:22 GMT -5
"It's ok, Hitomi. You don't have to force yourself for me. You'll get in trouble with your mom anyways." He sighed, beginning to lift himself up off the floor. "She's coming, Hitomi."
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Post by Izzy-Lark on Jan 20, 2009 19:41:24 GMT -5
"Don't call me that... Call me Hika... Please..."
She had a tight grip on his shirt, looking up at him desperately. "Don't go... I'm sorry... Please, don't go..."
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Post by Kylie M. Caboose (Kyichu) on Jan 20, 2009 19:52:42 GMT -5
Kisshu looked into her eyes and saw the sincerity. Why was she sorry? She had nothing at all to apologize for at all. "But it's not your fault. I screwed up. And your mother is coming, Hito..." He caught the look in her eyes and amended. "Hika."
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Post by Izzy-Lark on Jan 20, 2009 19:55:26 GMT -5
The door creaked open. Hitomi quickly looked over at her mother, then back to Kisshu. She was horrified to see that he had disappeared. Holding her arms up in the air as if he were still there, she stood wide eyed. A bead of sweat dripped from her cheek as she slowly brought them down to her sides.
"Hitomi? What's the matter?"
"Nothing... Nothing..."
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Post by Kylie M. Caboose (Kyichu) on Jan 20, 2009 20:04:57 GMT -5
Kisshu watched as Hitomi's mother came in and looked around. He also saw the hurt expression on her face as she realized that he wasn't there. "It's ok, Hika. As long as you want me there, I'm too selfish to leave."
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Post by Izzy-Lark on Jan 20, 2009 20:07:20 GMT -5
"Look, I'm heading out for work. I'm working double shifts today, so I won't be here. Can you deal with dinner on your own tonight, sweetheart?"
"Yeah..."
"Alright. I'll see you soon."
Without a kiss or a hug goodbye, her mother was out the door.
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Post by Kylie M. Caboose (Kyichu) on Jan 20, 2009 20:17:57 GMT -5
Kisshu appeared back in Hitomi's room the second that her mother was out. "I told you she was coming." He told her, watching carefully.
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Post by Izzy-Lark on Jan 20, 2009 20:23:50 GMT -5
Hitomi stared down at the ground. What have I become...? I keep begging for his approval... I keep crying for him... She practically fell down on to the bed. He's my friend, I know that, but...
"Sorry... I over reacted... I'm in a bad state of mind right now. You should probably leave."
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Post by Kylie M. Caboose (Kyichu) on Jan 20, 2009 20:28:20 GMT -5
"If that's what you want." He sad sadly. He left the floor again, the air beginning to ripple behind him. "I love you, Hitomi." So this was goodbye.
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Post by Izzy-Lark on Jan 20, 2009 20:33:28 GMT -5
Hitomi looked up, standing quickly. "Wait!" She gasped out. "I-I--" She choked on her own words as she spit them out. The realization was here; It had finally hit her what was going on in her head all of those hours. It was here. It was now. "I love you, Kisshu!!"
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Post by Kylie M. Caboose (Kyichu) on Jan 20, 2009 20:57:58 GMT -5
Kisshu stopped, frozen in shock. His eyes scanned hers for any hesitation or deceit. They were pure and filled with the love he had always so longed for. It was all right there. "You love me? Really?"
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Post by Izzy-Lark on Jan 20, 2009 21:00:55 GMT -5
Hitomi looked him straight in the eye, her hands clasped together over her chest. She nodded at him, her eyes more determined and true than ever before.
"Yes. I love you, Kisshu."
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Post by Kylie M. Caboose (Kyichu) on Jan 20, 2009 21:09:19 GMT -5
He was there, holding her. "I love you, Hika! I love you so much! I never want to be without you!" He kissed the top of her head, over and over again. He felt tears of joy flow from his eyes.
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Post by Izzy-Lark on Jan 20, 2009 21:11:43 GMT -5
Hitomi buried her face into his shirt, starting to sob quietly. Finally... A savior... Someone to make her forget the awful darkened days in which she was forced to live. A light in the dark...
She held on to him, tightly, basking in the sound of his voice, the feel of his breath on her skin.
I love it all... I want it all to stay... Don't leave me...
"I love you..." She whispered between her quiet little sobs.
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