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Post by Celeste on Sept 16, 2010 21:52:48 GMT -5
He shook his head, sensing his fear. "No, I'm sorry." he stood, set Axel in the chair and walked out of the room.
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Post by kiannatahkary on Sept 16, 2010 21:56:35 GMT -5
Axel whined and watched his big brother leave, Ryoji got a confused look on his face and wondered what Niiro was sorry for.
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Post by Celeste on Sept 16, 2010 21:58:17 GMT -5
Niiro went to his band room and sat on a stool. He looked around, grabbed Kona's guitar and looked at the sheet music they had left on the stands, planning to work on it the day before but didn't get around to it. He began to play through the song.
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Post by kiannatahkary on Sept 16, 2010 22:01:39 GMT -5
Ryoji continued to watch tv as Axel went over to him got on the cough and laid down on top of Ryoji clinging to him. "Heh...you're so clingy" Ryoji said with a small smile and patted Axel on the head.
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Post by Celeste on Sept 16, 2010 22:03:44 GMT -5
"I will never let you fall, I'll stand up with you forever... I'll be there for you through it all, even if savin you sends me to heaven." Niiro slightly sang the lyrics along with the chords.
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Post by kiannatahkary on Sept 16, 2010 22:10:41 GMT -5
Axel ended up falling asleep on Ryoji. "crap" Ryoji thought when he noticed, he didn't want to try moving Axel since he hadn't been asleep that long and didn't want to risk waking him up so he just stayed there watching tv.
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Post by Celeste on Sept 16, 2010 22:18:43 GMT -5
Niiro finished the song then flipped through other music, sneering at a few songs that were irritating to play.
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Post by kiannatahkary on Sept 16, 2010 22:23:41 GMT -5
After awhile Ryoji carefully moved Axel off of him and getting off of the couch, he put a small blacket over him and smiled at the cute sleeping boy then walked off wondering the the house.
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Post by Celeste on Sept 16, 2010 22:31:16 GMT -5
Niiro was playing through a song he had practiced on the guitar before, Comatose by Skillet, singing the lyrics to it to keep himself on track. "Comatose... I'll never wake up without an overdose, of you.I don't wanna live, I don't wanna breathe 'Less I feel you next to me. You take the pain I feel, Waking up to you never felt so real,"
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Post by kiannatahkary on Sept 16, 2010 22:36:40 GMT -5
Ryoji walked by the band room and could hear Niiro playing, he glanced at the door and just stared at it for awhile.
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Post by Celeste on Sept 16, 2010 22:38:27 GMT -5
His voice seemed to fit the song style perfectly and he put emotion into it rather than just singing, "I don't wanna sleep, I don't wanna dream, 'Cause my dreams don't comfort me. The way - you make me feel, waking up to you never- felt- so- real."
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Post by kiannatahkary on Sept 16, 2010 22:40:34 GMT -5
Ryoji just stood there and listened to him, he didn't know that Niiro was so musically talented.
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Post by Celeste on Sept 16, 2010 22:44:06 GMT -5
"I hate - living without you, Dead wrong - to ever doubt you, But my demons lay in waiting, Tempting me away...! Oh, how I adore you...! Oh, how I thirst for you...! Oh, how I~I need you." Niiro teared up as he sang, the lyrics getting to him a bit.
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Post by kiannatahkary on Sept 16, 2010 22:50:11 GMT -5
Ryoji just walked off finding his way back into the living room then went up to his room after checking on Axel, not really sure why he did but he just figured it was some brotherly instinct or somthing.
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Post by Celeste on Sept 16, 2010 22:58:57 GMT -5
Niiro set the guitar to the side and broke into shuddered sobs.
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Post by kiannatahkary on Sept 16, 2010 23:03:30 GMT -5
Ryoji searched his room for his jacket that he loved to wear but hated because it was green, once he found it he put it on along with his shoes and left his room and went into the bathroom looking in the mirror and brushed his hair with his fingers leaving it a bit messy like it always was.
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Post by Celeste on Sept 16, 2010 23:05:52 GMT -5
Niiro wiped his eyes with his sleeve and took a deep breath, trying to keep himself from breaking down more.
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Post by kiannatahkary on Sept 16, 2010 23:09:42 GMT -5
Ryoji left the bathroom and headed down the stairs walking towards the front door not going to bother Niiro and tell him that he was going out, he opened the door and went outside.
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Post by Celeste on Sept 16, 2010 23:13:30 GMT -5
Niiro smelled Ryoji's blood move out of the house and he broke down more, he dropped down from the stool and curled up in a ball, crying.
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Post by kiannatahkary on Sept 16, 2010 23:16:11 GMT -5
Ryoji went to the bar again, bothering his cousin more then helping her like she would like for him to do, he only stayed for about two hours before leaving and going back home.
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Post by Celeste on Sept 16, 2010 23:18:46 GMT -5
Around the time Ryoji got home, Niiro was sitting at the table in the kitchen, nibbling on a cookie, his eyes all red from his breakdown.
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Post by kiannatahkary on Sept 16, 2010 23:20:15 GMT -5
Ryoji walked passed the kitchen then backed up and stared at Niiro. "What's wrong with your eyes?" he asked as he walked into the kitchen getting closer to him.
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Post by Celeste on Sept 16, 2010 23:24:32 GMT -5
Niiro looked at him, "Nothing..." he said, his voice strained.
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Post by kiannatahkary on Sept 16, 2010 23:26:17 GMT -5
Ryoji pulled a chair over to Niiro and sat down. "What's wrong?" he asked, worried about Niiro.
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Post by Celeste on Sept 16, 2010 23:34:28 GMT -5
Niiro looked at the table and traced the design with his fingertip, pondering how to phrase it. "I had a breakdown a bit before you got home."
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