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Post by kiannatahkary on Sept 26, 2010 1:15:59 GMT -5
"Niiro, don't...." Ryoji said, now standing next to him and stopping him.
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Post by Celeste on Sept 26, 2010 1:18:19 GMT -5
"Doesn't matter to you, you're still mad..." Niiro said quietly, more to himself than to Ryoji.
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Post by kiannatahkary on Sept 26, 2010 1:26:27 GMT -5
Ryoji pulled him away from the door and pushed him onto his bed, pinning him down and just staring at you. "I'm mad at myself more then I am at you for leaving me.....I didn't even know you were gone until I wasn't.....high....anymore." Ryoji said in a bit of a calm tone.
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Post by Celeste on Sept 26, 2010 1:32:33 GMT -5
Niiro looked away from him, "Your high self basically told me to go..." he grumbled.
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Post by kiannatahkary on Sept 26, 2010 1:42:12 GMT -5
Ryoji stayed quiet for a moment before speaking again. "When I'm high....I do and say alot of stupid stuff I never mean....and most of the time I forget so to be honest I don't even remember saying anything like that...I'm sorry.....I never wanted you to leave...." Ryoji's expression grew sad.
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Post by Celeste on Sept 26, 2010 1:46:28 GMT -5
Niiro teared up once more as he narrowed his eyes, "So you went and made out with a whore." he tried to sound angry but a whimper managed it's way through.
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Post by kiannatahkary on Sept 26, 2010 1:50:16 GMT -5
"Niiro you have to understand that I am a very f*cked up person....I loved Kona I loved Maki, I loved you, I loved Maki again and then I loved you again. I thought you left without even telling me I was hurt and I felt used......" Ryoji tried to explain his f*cked upness as good as he could, not even going to bother and hurt him more by telling him he did more then just make out with that drunken whore.
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Post by Celeste on Sept 26, 2010 1:55:33 GMT -5
"Yeah, I know your f*cked up." Niiro said, "I know you loved them." He took a deep breath and looked at him. "And you should know, after all the arguments with Shoku, all the tears I shed because I was scared for you and Axel, after everything that has happened, you should know I wouldn't leave without telling you. At least if I was leaving by choice."
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Post by kiannatahkary on Sept 26, 2010 2:01:12 GMT -5
Ryoji didn't say anymore he just placed his forehead to Niiro's and closed his eyes.
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Post by Celeste on Sept 26, 2010 2:02:07 GMT -5
Niiro closed his as well, "I do love you, Ryoji...So much..."
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Post by kiannatahkary on Sept 26, 2010 2:04:33 GMT -5
"You should know, that every time I hear those words I want to run away....." Ryoji said in a sad tone and gripped his arms tightly as he opened his eyes and stared at him.
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Post by Celeste on Sept 26, 2010 10:28:03 GMT -5
"Why...?" Niiro asked in a hushed tone, only slightly wincing.
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Post by kiannatahkary on Sept 26, 2010 15:02:41 GMT -5
Ryoji got up off of him and went back over to the window sitting in the floor with his knees close to his chest.
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Post by Celeste on Sept 26, 2010 15:28:50 GMT -5
Niiro sat up and looked at him. "He didn't answer." he thought, frowning.
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Post by kiannatahkary on Sept 26, 2010 16:34:15 GMT -5
Ryoji stayed Silent.
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Post by Celeste on Sept 26, 2010 17:02:53 GMT -5
Niiro sighed and laid back down, staring at the wall
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Post by kiannatahkary on Sept 26, 2010 17:24:19 GMT -5
Ryoji rested his head on his knees and had a depressing aura around him.
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Post by Celeste on Sept 26, 2010 17:29:26 GMT -5
A heavy silence seeped into the room.
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Post by kiannatahkary on Sept 26, 2010 17:31:47 GMT -5
siiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiillllllllllllllllllence
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Post by Celeste on Sept 26, 2010 17:34:52 GMT -5
Niiro got up and started to pace.
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Post by kiannatahkary on Sept 26, 2010 17:35:37 GMT -5
Ryoji watched him.
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Post by Celeste on Sept 26, 2010 17:40:42 GMT -5
Niiro was staring at the ground as he paced and had his arms behind his back.
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Post by kiannatahkary on Sept 26, 2010 17:42:29 GMT -5
"....What are you doing...?" Ryoji asked him in a quiet voice.
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Post by Celeste on Sept 26, 2010 17:44:30 GMT -5
"Thinking..." Niiro almost immediately responded.
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Post by kiannatahkary on Sept 26, 2010 17:47:00 GMT -5
Ryoji stayed quiet.
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